Pseudo

Ito yung sinasabi nilang kayong hindi.
Parang malabong usapan, yun bang kulang na lang eh yung tinatawag na " Commitment " .
Mahirap... Masakit...
Sweet kyo sa isa't isa pero hindi mo matawag na kayo.
Hindi ka pwede mag demand at magselos.
Minsan kahit ang sakit sakit na, kelangan mo pa ding itago..
Kasi hindi nga kayo.
Pwedeng hindi kayo dahil hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon, o sadyang hindi lang talaga pwedeng maging kayo.
Ganun pa man umaasa ka pa din na sana .... Pwede!
Kahit anong pagpigil mo sa puso mong wag ma fall, na fafall ka pa din.
Pero diba, hindi ka naman mahuhulog kung hindi ka nya binigyan ng dahilan para mahalin mo sya???
At kapag dumating yung time na gusto mo ng linawin ang lahat dahil sa sobrang labo ng set up nyo, nag aalangan ka magtanong dahil baka hindi ang gusto mong marinig ang isagot nya sayo.
Baka magbago ang lahat kapag nilinaw mo pa. Baka hindi na bumalik sa dati.
Kaya lang minsan mas okay ng linawin, maganda man o panget ang kalabasan atleast nagkaroon ka ng linaw sa namamagitan sa inyong dalawa.
Hindi ka parang bulag na nangangapa o manghuhula na mag ppredict kung ano ba talaga.
Kaya sana kung magkakaroon ka ng lakas ng loob magtanong, siguraduhin mong handa ka sa isasagot nya sayo.
Pano kung ang isagot nya sayo e... "Special ka sakin" , "Confidant" , "Iba ka sa lahat" .
Ano mararamdaman mo?
Malabong sagot pa din diba....
Wala pa ding linaw....
Pero kung ganyan ang isagot sayo, kelangan mong tanggapin na baka nga hanggang dun na lang kayo.
Baka kelangan mo na ding magmuni muni kung ano ba tlga ang balak mo mangyari sa buhay mo.
Mag decide ka.
Would you stay even if it hurts you, or would you rather leave the situation to move on with your life and stop hurting your self???
If you choose to stay, asahan mo ng sa sayang nararamdaman mo tuwing nandyan sya ang kakambal nun e sakit.
If you choose to leave, be ready to manage the pain. Yun bang sa araw araw na lang, lahat na lang ng makita mo o marinig mo, sya at sya ang pumapasok sa isip mo.
Yun bang sa bawat pag tunog ng cellphone mo, inaasahan mong sana sya kahit sobrang impossible na.
Yun bang sakit na habang tumatagal ang araw na wala sya eh lalong sumasakit. =(
Kelangan mong matutunang mabuhay ng wala xa, kahit sobrang nasanay ka na isang text mo lang anjan na sya.
Gawin ulit mga bagay na ginagawa nyo, at pumunta sa mga lugar na dating pinupuntahan nyo.... ng IKAW na lang at wala ng sya...
Ikaw? Ano kaya ang pipiliin mo?

Para sakin, kung matapos man ang tinatawag Pseudo relationship, siguraduhin mong may tinatawag pa din kyong "Closure".
Sa kahit anong relasyon, mas maganda ng may tuldok ang lahat.

Hindi yung... okay naman kyo ng mga nakaraang araw, tapos bigla bigla na lang nawala.
He left you without any clue on why you was left behind...
Hindi ka na nga umaasa ng kahit ano from him....
Pero sana wag naman ganon...
Let her know what is going on, what happened...
Help her understand.

Yan ang Pseudo, pwede ding mawala ng ganon ganon na lang.
Hindi mo namanalayan iniwan ka na pala.
Bakit nga naman magpapaalam???
Kayo ba???

Holloween with mah 3rd year H.S. friends

Last October 29, 2010 I met up my friends way back in high school. (my third year friends to be exact) at Off the Grill in Timog, Ave.
It was me and my best friend Raissanne who arrived first.
We talked about how things have gone, issues about the present.. etc etc =)

it's like 10pm when pam, jo and cardel arrived... then apple, france and lastly roseanne.
We were in front of the stage that's why its really hard for us to talked and hear each other. 

During our third year years we were like 12 in the group.
Take note all girls group =)
All singles heheheheehe
Hmmm I can't even remember if we have a name for our group
I guess none.
But recently Rai just tagged a picture and she put there LAMBA Girls.
You might be wondering why LAmba girls?!?
hahahaahhaah
Because before there was a time when we decided to try alcohol for the first time.
And the first alcohol we ever tried in our whole life was....
LAMBANOG BUBBLEGUM FLAVOR
hahaahahahahaha
I can still remember that day when we were so drunk and most of us can't even walk straightly.
It was held here in our home actually.
And whenever my mom would pass by and asked what are we doing,
We will just deny and say...
" Juice po yan Juice lang po yan "
hahahhahahahahahahaah
 When we looked back sa past na noon big deal samin
Ngyon wala kaming ginawa kundi tawanan lahat ng yun....

Pam is still funny as ever.
She made our reunion so happy and memorable.
She still have that BANAT na sobrang kwela talaga!

We laughed like we never laughed before...

It was really fun.
I missed them so much.
It's so fun reminiscing those times when we were so young,
how we became friends...
how it all started....
=)


I love my friend...
with them I am ME...

foodtrip

This is actually one of the best restaurant for me.
My first time was when my auntie celebrated her birthday in Contis Trinoma.

Me and my cousin ordered Lengua Estofado which is actually good.
I ate two orders of rice because of that.
Like, everyone is done eating .... except ME! hehehehehe

 
It is a tender slices of ox tongue in mushroom sauce, served with buttered vegetables and garlic rice.
yummy yummy yummy....
I always suggest it to my friends cause it really taste good.
My other favorite is their Mango Bravo.

After that day, I always crave for their food. 
So I had 2nd time, 3rd time, 4th time.....
hhhmmmmm and so on hahahahahaha=)

Grade School Reunion

I just attended our grade school reunion last Oct.16, 2010.
Though some of us didn't made it, we still had fun... for sure =)
It's been 12 years when I last saw them...
It's been a really long while...
Some are still single ,
Some have kids (like me =>),
Some are happily married? weh di nga?!
And some are committed.

It's funny how we look back 12 years ago,
Talked about on how we used to be,
our looks and everything.
some talked about how they were enemies
and some reminisced about they're puppy loves hahaahaha .
We also talked about our teachers, those that we called crazy,
strict, funny, business woman, hahahahahaa
and yet.... we missed them.
we thought... 
"Kamusta na kaya sila? sigh."
They are our mentor and with them, we learned!
at some point, we owe them what we are right now
because we will never be like this if it's not because of them =)


It's really good to see them again.
I missed them so much.

And now we are planning to repeat it again sometime in December.
Now I'm excited =)

invasion

i'm so new to this....
gggrrrrrr
i wonder how will my blog site turn out after a couple of days?
maybe months???
heheheheeheh
lets see